Like many of us

I have been tasked with caring for this one breaking and broken man.

I am not alone.

There are some 13 million caregivers in the USA, apparently, like me. Most of us stumbled into this daunting situation with no prior knowledge.

At times, it is an overwhelming job. I can be filled with self-doubt and dismay. I feel that I am not qualified for the rigors of this job. On other occasions, it is an opportunity to find my better self.

Each day brings fresh challenges. Some days bring unexpected delight; my love shows some uncanny insight or is particularly sweet; I respond to a difficult moment in a way to deflect it and get a happier outcome for both of us.

I am deciding, preparing, and guiding both our lives. I do the best I can. do I learn and hope to do better every day.