Agitation – this is our life

The little uptick

… comes with a little anxiety and agitation. His little puff of steam uphill comes with a return to other issues. Burt is a bit more anxious in his delusions; his fears are about someone hurting him. He’s more worried, whereas he seemed so contented during the big decline. I think because his world hasContinue reading “The little uptick”

Lunacy

One of my fellow LBD spouses has been pushing the idea that a full moon influences behavior in our loved ones. I was skeptical. I tend to be. Serves me right that on Saturday with a full moon looming outside my window, Burt was awake and conversing until 2:30 in the morning. Full moon. StrangeContinue reading “Lunacy”

Redirect

I think I know why it’s so difficult to redirect Burt. This may apply to your loved one as well, though I have heard rumors of pwds being easily put on an alternate path. My guy looked so puzzled when I tried to change course. I believe it has to do with how slowly heContinue reading “Redirect”

This guy

A problem in the making?

It’s very likely that this hat rack arrangement will lose its utility soon. It is a convenience, but for Burt, it has become an issue. I knew it might be. He has begun humanizing animation on the TV and identifying with cars on the traffic cam station (FIOS 28). The other day, he asked whoContinue reading “A problem in the making?”

Cyclin’

Anyone concerned over Burt’s immortal soul should take heart. This morning, he was thanking god. Repeatedly. Mostly for me; I qvell. He was fast asleep before 6 last night and up about 5 this morning. We had an excellent time as he “discovered” we were married. “You’re so nice to me.” He ate well, too.Continue reading “Cyclin’”

In free fall

This is a horrid disease. I believe all dementias are damnable and heartbreaking. Lewy, however, seems to offer behavioral twists and emotional wrenches that make it that much more accursed. So, while all dementias are a burden on sufferer and carer, this is the one we’ve got. Burt has quirks that predate his illness. HeContinue reading “In free fall”

Aggression

“So,” she asked, trying to put it tactfully. “Is Burt ever, how do I say it, does he lash out?” Oh, yes, that famous Lewy Body aggressivity. It’s why an agency felt they had to deny services. Burt is, as I like to say, performatively belligerent. Of course, he is, but he does lash out.Continue reading “Aggression”

Perplexing

T-shirts with slogans have sprung up to agitate my Burt. It seems to have originated with a recently acquired resentment of my gym. I love my logoed gear! Burt told me a wild story about a woman (they always look just like me) who was wearing the shirt (he ran his fingers over the writingContinue reading “Perplexing”

Battling Burt

I need to be honest here. I said, “Stay positive.” I fully intended to do so. Fell right off that wagon fast. Burt refused to enjoy being out with me on Saturday. I mean, he was antsy and kept saying that he wanted to go home. My tactic to keep him engaged was all overContinue reading “Battling Burt”