This morning, I was rereading posts from the days and months before Burt died.
It’s pretty clear that I had been aware since November, around his birthday, of how much he had begun to decline. This was unlike the dips we’d gone through before.
There were hopeful posts expecting further help for Burt’s care, starting that March 1st.
Could I not have known?
All the rereading gave me pause, and made me sad.